Seriously, I was not expecting these early weeks to be this hard. I’ve had enough of the crappiness. I feel like I’ve been in a bar-room brawl. Sleeping is almost impossible. My boobs are unbearable and my pelvis is falling apart. My hips are killing me. I feel sick if I eat, I feel sick [...]
Entries from April 2008
April 24, 2008
telling
It’s been another whole week since I last blogged. It’s not that I don’t love you all in blogland, I really do, really really. It’s just that this little embryo is kicking my butt. It’s amazing what something the size of rice can achieve! By the end of the day, I am completely fucked – [...]
April 16, 2008
Moving forward
I’ve really felt disconnected from myself and everything and everyone else since those magical pink lines appeared almost two weeks ago. I’ve barely felt like blogging and have hardly even paid attention to the rest of the blogging world. So many of us seem to retreat from blogging once that BFP is achieved [...]
April 13, 2008
day by day
This pregnancy thing is hard work. I know I should be reveling in joy but I’m still having trouble trusting that little squeak is going to stick around. The nausea that has been so dominant for the last two weeks all but disappeared today. Granted, my boobs are killing me, but that nausea has been [...]
April 9, 2008
still here
Still here, still pregnant, still feeling crappy. Busy with a conference all week but will try to post something interesting soon.
xo
April 5, 2008
Terror
Firstly, from the bottom of my heart, thank you, all, for your kind words, your support, your love and your excitement. To those of you battling infertility or in the throws of tww madness, I understand that a fellow TTC’ers BFP is bittersweet at best and likely, a knife in a wound for some of [...]
April 3, 2008
faintness
I caved. It’s faint. It’s 5pm, drinking water all day pee. But it’s definitely positive. The photo doesn’t do justice to just how beautiful it is. OMG! I have no idea what to do next.
Best.early.birthday.present.ever.
April 2, 2008
Two more sleeps…
…’til my birthday! And ’til I can test. My chart isn’t looking as pretty anymore, but it’s not too ugly either. The has categorically been the longest tww thus far. It’s not that I’ve been crazy neurotic, but I just haven’t been able to think about much else. Usually, until about today (10dpo) I can [...]
