I was doing quite well until about half an hour ago when I got an SMS from our donor. Now I am counting the minutes and I can hardly stand it. I’m very excited but I’m also very nervous. This is ridiculous. I’m feeling a little bit out of control (but not acting on it) and really hope that if this TTC process is long and drawn out that I’ll work out a better way to function. My poor workmates (who know we want to TTC but don’t know that we are TTC right now) have had to put up with my edgy vagueness all day. I don’t want to put them through this again! Less than 5 hours now.